♥ Everything Have
CHANGED~♥
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 '
too much
TOGETHERNESS can be the reason for breakups. spending time apart gives you new stories to share and help you grow as a person. when you see each other a little less, you will value your time tgt more.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 '
started to realise :
♥ i'm born too independent
♥ i'm too cheerful.
♥ i'm so unprotected.
♥ i'm not loved by guys.
♥ i'm too protective. (as in protect my friend when they need)
♥ i'm soo easy to tear.
♥ i'm born to b unfriendly for some guys.
♥ i'm born ugly.
can all tis be changed?
Monday, December 28, 2009 '
i think nobody understands hw i feel.. i'm may look as strong as a rock.. bt inside is jus like a glass.. that cn b jus broken with anyone to hold on.. it has been broken a lot of times.. bt who would have cared bout me..?? i'm jus not as chio.. i'm nt e gal everybody used to know anymore.. i'm nt as cheerful..
why do cheerful ppl have more pain compare to those emoing everytime.. or are they jus acting..
Sunday, December 27, 2009 '
Only Remind Me Of You
I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A Vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories
pre-chorus:
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?
Chorus:
I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
only reminds me of you
Verse 2:
I needed my freedom
That's what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied when you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
pre-chorus:
Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more
...
Only you...
Bridge
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Girl cant you see...
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to late to let you know
..only reminds me of you..
Saturday, December 26, 2009 '
dye my hair~ yeah~ mummy buy de..
Friday, December 25, 2009 '
Thursday, December 24, 2009 '
meet yen n vivi 2.30pm.. go shop shop.. thn when eat long john.. saw xinyi.. her hair like mop.. cos rebonding.. haha.. so funny.. she keep asking me to help her take phone no. frm a handsome
gal.. thn i dun wan..
when to john little.. cos yen wan buy ... thn when yun house.. sit there watch love @ 0'c.. nice show~
took $400 coin to jp change.. saw humji guy.. sigh.. thn when in to jp mac.. after change hao le.. when je24.. gib back money..
go imm.. walk walk.. thn travel to yen there eat..shark fin soup.. with nasi lemak.. haha.. nt full yet.. thn chat chat a while.. home sweet home ~
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 '
rotted at home~ slping almost the whole day.. haha
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 '
today at work.. i ask joni to gib me do dt in the emo room.. cos beri tired.. thn dun feel like doing outside.. thn joni let me do.. thn i inside do prepack.. nth much happen.. jus chatting thru the head set.
till 2pm.. something start happen.. serene come.. thn my dt door nvr close.. cos close le.. i will die inside lor.. so hot.. thn she keep close my door.. i let her close lor~ bt sandra they all keep open door.. let them open lor~ say le they also dont wan close..
2.46pm.. she came in to do refund.. cos i key wrongly.. thn the door nvr close cos i think i open.. go out call her in.. thn sandra inside the room.. playing the menu screen.. so i nvr close the door.. thn she come in.. do le refund.. scold me.. say i nvr close door.. thn i say nt i open de.. thn she slam the door.. WTH! NT MY FAULT.. EVEN IF IT IS ME.. ALSO NO NEED SLAM DE WAT.. WHY NT U STAND AT MY VIEW.. SITTING INSIDE FOR HOURS NOT COMING OUT OR OPEN THE DOOR WILL DIE WAN U KNOW..
FUCK YOU LAH!
3pm.. punch out time.. ask esther to help me ask to punch out.. COS SHE SAY CANNOT OPEN THE DOOR MAHX! thn sudden tears drop.. thn ask her help me punch out.. chat a while inside toilet with peiyi.. thn wan go eat liao~ damn hungry.. kena scold again..
"as a senior crew.. i expect more frm u.." blah blah blah... " even if the door is nt u open the.. u can ask them to close.." blah blah.. at there suddenly sooo attitute,, no eye contact.. somemore i diao her.. bleah! u think i care.. NO!
went to draw money.. 4 ppl stand bhind me.. nt like used.. playing around.. mayb cos i crying bahx.. thn when to the kopitam there the toilet cry~ thn peiyi they al come find me.. i inside toilet there cry.. thn peiyi come in.. i cannt control myself.. when to hugg her..
thn after tat better le.. when eat.. not full..
play pool with sandra.. play till beri long..
around 5 plus thn go back mac.. sandra take my wallet.. dun wan return me.. lazy to chase her.. sit there.. with yvonne thn serene go thru fhc de thingy with her.. suddenly she talk to me..
BT NTH CN CHANGE LE! I HATE YOU!
took taxi home with sandra.. in cab suddenly humji guy de mei txt me.. ask me to pei her chat.. WTF! chat is chat bout that humji de thingy~
gt one msg make me wan laugh liao " Youh know guy apologlise to girl very xiasuey?
Think before youh tell anyone to do things or say things."
hahahahahaha.. scare xiasuey still dare find problem with us.. OMG! so fuunnnyyy.. dare say dun dare say is you do de.. wth!`
no lan de guy.. if gt ppl wan marry him i sure say that gal eye got big problem..
thn i forward to alot of ppl.. nei nei ni bo bo.. let u more xiasuey.. alway ask ur mei help.. haha.. my teeth wan drop liao.. cannot stop laughing..
bt in sms in the end ur mei also lose.. hahahahahaha.. thanks to xinyi..
Monday, December 21, 2009 '
all i wan for christmas is a guy..
wh0 w0uld m0ve the hair away fr0m my eyes and
kiss me.
hold my hand
in line at mall and make all the gals jeal0us.
s0me0ne wh0 w0uld
sing
to me at random monents.
who would let me slp on their chest.
a
BOY who get mad at someone if they called me
ugly or was mean to me.
i wan s0me0ne wh0 would call me
3
tmes if he went away.
someone who would let me gossip to him
and w0uld jus smile and agree with everything i said.
he would throw
stuffed animals
at me when i acted dumb and then
KISS ME A MILLON TIMES
S0MEONE WH0 W0ULD MAKE FUN OF ME
jus to make me
laugh.
he would take me to the park and
put his hands around my waist and
give me big bear huggs all the time.
he w0uld tell his friend about
me and
smile when he did it.
and
make out in the
pouring rain.
he would never be afraid to say "
i LOVE you"
in front of his friends.
and we'd argue about silly things then make up.
i want a b0y tht w0uld kiss me at midnight on
any days and count stars with me.
wh0 w0uld stay h0me with me on
friday
night just t0 help me buy dinner & watch
m0vies tgt uder the same blankets.
s0me0ne wh0 w0uld tell me i'm
beautiful bt nt tooo 0ften.
who would make me laught like
NOONE else could.
bt mostly, i want some0ne who w0uld be my
best FRIEND and would never
break my heart.
bt my heart is alr broken too mani times.. ♥♥♥
Sunday, December 20, 2009 '
7 days with my baby liao~
Saturday, December 19, 2009 '
when drinking again~ muhaha.. with my 4 other frens.. 3 gals, 2 boys.. oni we three gals drink.. ll! the guys come n take care them oni.. =.='' around 1 plus thn i went home.. after drinking 3 bottles of breezer.. cos cnnt drink ttoo drunk. later dun noe how to go home.
jealous of them gt ppl sent them home.. nvm.. cos i nt as chio as some other gals.. sad.. was tearing on my way home.. jus memorises flooding into my mind.. all the pain i went through all alone.
heart br♥ken.
Thursday, December 17, 2009 '
what is love?
♥ "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."
♥ "Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime."
♥ "Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day."
♥ "Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit."
♥ "Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile."
♥ "Love make people blind sometimes."
so wat is love to you?
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 '
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 '
It's funny hw we think were the only one's who go through those hard stuff. When there's a whole bunch of people out there that's going through the same exact thing.
Monday, December 14, 2009 '
" Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not. Baby cause I know you're only sorry you "forgot". "
Sunday, December 13, 2009 '
" Don't ever gib up if you still wanna try.
Don't ever wipe ur tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you dun love him if you can't let him go."
Labels: even if i can't let go. i also wouldn have him by my side. even if i dun give up. i also wouldn wan to try.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 '
I wonder...
when the day will come? when i'll no longer be constantly proving myself to myself.
bt i think the days are arriving.
Labels:
c0nfused.
