♥ Everything Have
CHANGED~♥
Sunday, January 31, 2010 '
My supervior yesterday brought me filet meal upsize change to twister fries.
thn wan pay him money he dun wan. bt gonna pay him back.
before that i ate. kfc. shoom burger meal drink mountain dew.
reach home eat yong tau hu bee hoon with chilli.
LOL!
bt still hungry.
thn received a msg frm him. (:
"pls don't eat chilli, chicken, egg and cold drink."
thn i reply : u nvr say early. i nw eating chilli de food. opps. ;p
LOL!
i coughing. fever. flu. sore throat.
i also dun care. :P
today i gonna eat long john sliver. :)
golden deal one. 2 piece chicken. add chips. :)
drink ice tea.
Labels; just hurting my own health. (: bt who cares?
a sms cn change everything.
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nvr faking smile??
it just for the one n oni days..
that they made so much impact in me.
bt why can't this days last longer?
it seem to me that it has all been a dream after all.
why can't this dream be there 4ever.?
my life seems to be colourful that one and oni day.
28 jan 2010.
bt the colour seem to be fading away.
thought my unhappy life was gonna be over..
bt i have nvr thought its coming back so0 s0on.
my life just seem to b upside down again/
who gonna be there to hold me?
brighten up my days again?
nvr faking smile?
"Behind my smile is a broken heart. behind my laugh, i'm falling apart.
Look cl0sely at me.. and u will see, the person i'm nw isn't me anymore."
Labels: Just a txt. everything will change.
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oh. gosh. my tears jus fell like tat. when xy told me sth.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 '
sick. sick. sick.
been sick for like days?!
cannot mc. need help BeeChengHiang ♥..
jus 14 more days..
i'm like sick for dun no hw mani days liao~ (:
haha..
off on 3rd feb.
bt requesting for work.
i just wanna overwork myself and my limit. :)
keep eating fast food.
drinking cold drink.
cos nobody cares. ;p
haha.
$.$ face liao.
waiting for my $1100plus dollar.
♥ ♥ ♥
i'm so0 into BCH♥..
LOL!
mac?! watever.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 '
i have decided to get back with my last year valentine days guy so0n.
gonna find him no matter wat.
sry for losing my phone n ur contact no.
i'm so0 damn sry.
would try going cck mac to find u.
bt hope u remember me. :) and
hope u still working there yahx.
anw nice meeting u.
great guy ever. ♥
labels: damn sry.
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noone can interfer in my LIFE.
'
LOL!
so damn funny at work siol!~
11 days at work.
work. work. work.
chat. chat. chat. with lili.
on phone.
present. valentine or xmas?
no. i took recently frm some gals outside. =p
n i gave my no. away. LOL!
thn joshua came.
so damn funny lorx he.
work work.
time fly so0 fast.
s0o wei nan siol~
thn he at there kept quiet n watch show.
wth!
kena hit by thunder alone.
(as in lili n siew ling "quarrl")
LOL.
when to kitchen to wash sth.
than joshua asked me sth.
bout lili n siewling de.
he asked: teresa. u beri wei nan jus nw rite?
me: yahx.
he: laugh. nvr see i keep quiet n watch show. plus at there eat the things.
i jus walk off.
LOL!
walao eh.
dun know wat to say liao.
haix.
i think he himself sometimes also so wei nan.
joshua showed me sth in his phone.
damn funny n cute lorx.
next time MUST ask joshua let xinyi see lorx.
promise!
thn i cant stop laughting while severing customer lorx.
ate sushi jus nw~
lol! joshua gib de.
ended work at 10plus.
i think i being doted so0 much in bee cheng hiang thn ... lorx.
LOVE IT! ♥
Labels: gosh. so in love with this work. being doted soo0 much. ♥♥
Sunday, January 24, 2010 '
think she to0k the wrong steps last year.
should have stayed as frens.
rather thn ...... .
thn in the end break again.
i m so0 damn sry.
bt cn we jus be friends back?
like we used to be.
2 years ago.
labels: hoping that we could be friends back. rather thn stranger.
Saturday, January 23, 2010 '
i went to clementi to meet one guy.
haha.
btw
i dun noe him one.
jus know him for a few hours.
thn when meet him. :)
chat chat. slack slack.
thn when to meet xinyi.
at cck lot one.
haha.
homed at 12 plus.
gosh. lAte right?
bt who cares?
Friday, January 22, 2010 '
nt intending to go back anymore..
'
I'm hurting so bad inside, I wish someone could see. I'm jus struggling to b someone tat isn't even close to me.
Thursday, January 21, 2010 '
7th day at work at bee cheng hiang..
LOL! quite fun also..
gt gd supervior thn my pervious work lorx..
today went off to work at 9am in the morning..
was damn tired..
bt on my way there suddenly became so jin shen.
reach there..
unpacket the things..
do this do that.
thn 12 plus liao..
saw joshua again.
5 out of 7 days.. saw him.
LOL!
thn he went to open a can of abalone.
let customer testing..
thn the rest we eating.. diao~
haha.
around 1 plus. he ask me want eat sotong ball..
thn he walk here walk there.
ask me wan eat love letter .
2pm. intend to go meet xinyi liao..
bt he ask me help so i helped him til 4.30..
took bus to jp meet xinyi.
went eat with her.
thn arcade play one game..
gosh. addited to the game liao..
die.
went slack slack.. eat again.
homed.
labels: mayb it time for me to give up.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 '
when to course again today.
bt was nt late.. keke..
saw one gal...
i took no. frm her. yea!
=p
no harm making frens rite?
at the course.. was like so boring..
slped at the course. LOL!
lucky this thingy oni me n xinyi noe oni..
thn i txt joshua..
he: did other gal go?
me: i think nope. didn saw her..
he: huh? why she like that want... #%+#
me: u so cute siol.
he: cute ur head.
me: my head here.. =p
he: very funny......
LOL!
thn went to eat.. late for work!
lol! cos course ended late mahx..
keke..
work. chat. work.
homed at 6 plus.
labels: really sick le.. seriously.
Monday, January 18, 2010 '
gosh..
was super late for the course in the morning.
LOL!
txt joshua while me n xinyi in bus..
me: will we get scolded？
he: see for urself later lorx..
me: beri paiseh wan lehx..
he: if ppl ask you who ur supervior? dun say joshua is ur supervior..
me: like that also cn.. -.- later i tell them joshua say cannot say he our supervior.
he: can lor..
thn he reply some other topic liao..
reach there at 10am.
bt the course was like 9pm..
1 hr..
enter the room..
was like so0 damn paiseh lorx..
thn Jason asked me where is other lot one gal?
i was like huh? i dun noe..
thn i dun noe wat they saying..
oni hear frm joshua there de.
haha.
was like..
nvr say they alr know..
lol!
BORED AT THE COURSE!
went to work at 2pm..
and and..
saw joshua again..
LOL!
worked with siewling today..
homed at 6plus..
labels: sick.
Saturday, January 16, 2010 '
here i m again.
4th days at work..
learned cashier.. lol!
work. work. work.
saw him again..
haha..
really fated lorx.
saw him 3 days liao..
today bee cheng hiang end at 11pm..
so i extended to help them till 11.15pm..
haha..
n i brought 2 bottle of love letter..
before we homed..
i at there eat love letter..
chilli bakkwa..
sotong ball..
LOL! later i grow fat fat after work at bee cheng hiang..
bt at there beri cold..
cold till i think water cn turn to ice lorx..
haha..
after that homed..
with supper dapao home..
labels: hungry. hungry.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 '
''Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted.."
by unknown.
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3rd day at work..
so fun working here than.. u know.
sick n tired of it.
everytime is my fault..
blah blahx..
so now i will disappear for a month plus..
thn i cn relax myself frm all those pressure..
bt hope sandra still ok..
n dun noe sandra gt quit smoking as promised..
dun wanna empty promises again.
been hurted alot by u guys..
dun wish to get hurt anymore..
i'm sick n tired of it..
bt anw back to todays work..
saw joshua again..
2nd days seeing him at work..
told lili.. thn they say this called fate.
2 out of 3 days saw him.
and he asked me again.
did i try all the bakkwa..
LOL!
i say nope.. nt yet..
he asked y..
thn he walk here walk there..
and i nvr ans..
shh.. cos he forgt liao..
wented home at 10.30pm..
labels: i dun wanna take those pressure anymore..
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I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing,
but I can't help it,
cause I'm in love with you
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 '
If u find urself in love with a person who does nt love you,
b gentle with urself.
There is nth wrong with u.
Love jus didn't choose 2 rest in the other person's heart.
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2nd day at work at bee cheng hiang.
nth much happen..
bt learned more about bakkwa. LOL!
wan know anything.. cn ask..
LOL!
lucky didn saw my supervior..
homed at 10.30pm..
nth much to post today..
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 '
How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?
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first day at work..
alr saw my supervior.. LOL!
learned some new things..
thn he ask me to try all the bakkwa..
i was like.. huh?!
take like tat?
later kena sack..
thn lili gib me some gourmet fusion.
ask me nice anot..
ok lahx.. nt bad..
work ended at 4pm..
when to meet xinyi..
eat dinner..
walk walk.. slack slack..
thn off she go.. start her work.
thn me? homed.
Monday, January 11, 2010 '
No one can promise they'll never hurt you,
because at one time or another they will.
The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.
Sunday, January 10, 2010 '
yesterday sucks to the core.
down damn mani crew.
wtf!
all morning come de crew nvr eat till they punch out.
can't even get rotated to go eat.
all nvr call thn ns.
so0 damn tired.
same as today.
bt at least some gt go break.
haix.
s0o damn bored working.
Saturday, January 9, 2010 '
" Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult."
by unknown.
Friday, January 8, 2010 '
If I Open Up My Heart To You
(Amanda)
It's still too soon to call it love
I know it's more then just a crush
We're getting closer every day
And when you look at me that way
All i can say
Is if i open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one
To make my dreams come true
If i, if i open up my heart to you
I got a feeling this could be
Something i thought i never see
You're on my mind
Night after night
Something keeps telling me
It's alright
So give me a sign..so
Is if i open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one
To make my dreams come true
If i, if i open up my heart to you
You could be everything
That i've needed
But i can't take that chance
Till i know that you're with me
Till i know what your feeling
Till i know where you stand
Till i, till i till i know where you stand
Will you be the one to make
My dreams come true
If i,if i open up my heart to you
Will you be the one there
To help me get though
If i, if i open up my heart to you
Labels: words are from my heart. jus like the lyrics.
Thursday, January 7, 2010 '
Forget About Me
(Little Bit)
Hmm
Whoaaa Oohhh
Yeahh
[Verse 1:]
You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like
It Was Before
Then
It Happened Again
Pushing
Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be For Real This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now
What Do I Do
Now, That
I Know That We're Through
[Chorus:]
Wish That I
Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just
Like That And Then
You're Gone
Is
This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now
I'm Trying To Escape
The
Misery
Why
Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels
So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If
You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then
Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If
You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then,
Baby, Forget About Me
[Verse 2:]
Too Late, Sorry
I
Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said
You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And
Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I
Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand
[Chorus:]
Wish
That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then
You're Gone
Is This
How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why
Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels
So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If
You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then
Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
[Hook:]
Boy,
My Heart Was True
And
That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And
Walk Away From All The Lies
It's
Up To You
Cause
Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Yeahhhh Ohh
Why
Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels
So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...
Labels: just can't forget bout him. sry.
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Every smile is a lie,
Every laugh is fake.
all b'cos i'm crying inside
and dun want my tears to show.
Labels: sick of crying alone.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 '
Miss Independent
( Neyo )
Oo there something about
just something about the way she moved
I cant figure it out,
there's something about her
Say ooh there something about,
kinda women wants you but you dont need you
Hey, i cant figure it out, there's something about her
Cuz she walk like the boss,
talk like the boss
Manicured nalis to set the pedicured off
She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss,
do wad a boss do
she got me thinking about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need, oh
She got her own thing
That why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time?
She got her own thing
That why i love her
Miss independent
0oh the way we shine
Miss independent yeah
Oo there's something about
kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
there's something about her
0oh there something oh so sexy about
the kinda women that dont even need my help
She said she got it,she got it, no doubt,
theres something about her
Cuz she work like the boss, play like the boss
Car and a crib, she about to pay 'em both off
And her bills are paid on time
She made for a boss, only a boss,
Anythin' less she tellin' them to get lost
Thats the girl that on my mind
She got her own thing
That why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
That why i love her
Miss independent
Love the way you shine
Miss independent
Mmm, Her favourite thing,
Dont worry i got it
Mmm, and everything she got,
Best believe she bought it
She gunna steal my heart,
Aint no doubt about it,
Girl your everything i need,
Said you're everything i need
She got her own thing
That why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
That why i love her
Miss independent
0oh, the way we shine
Miss independent
Thats why i love her
'
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 '
"You know how it's like to wanna die.
how it hurts to smile.
how you try to fits in bt you can't.
how you try to hurts yourself on the outside.
.. to try to kill the things on the inside."
would anyone know really how hurt i felt.
Labels:
tearing~
'
if you wanna hurt me just do it quickly. i dun wanna my friends get hurt anymore. and i'm just standing there and can't do anything to help her. i'm sorrry.
rather keep all the things to myself thn telling ppl about it. seriously. rather get hurt thn my friends getting hurt.
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" If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears."
Monday, January 4, 2010 '
why am i feeling so hurt broken when things went wrong? why are you all putting blame only on sandra? is nt totally her fault. you think escaping help? if it helps. things wouldn't be like this. i rather get myself hurt than seeing my close friends get hurt and blame.
'
" I can't talk to you anymore,
it's just that when I talk to you
I realize how much I love you
and
when I realize how much I love you,
I realize I can't have you
and
that makes me love you even more."
Sunday, January 3, 2010 '
Uncertainly is the biggest torture in love, you feel jealous yet you cant complain. you can get hurt yet you can.t show it. you can love with your all yet cant say it. all you cn do is watch, keep the
pain, enjoy the
smile &
laughter. show how much tat person means to you.
Saturday, January 2, 2010 '
i tried so hard to keep this love alive. bt in the end. i have try to give up.
Friday, January 1, 2010 '
a bad start for a new year. thing jus went wrong. tearing n drinking to make myself fell aslp. jus cant forget wat u did.
